February 2011
So lately I’ve been trying to be nicer, idk how well it’s working out. I snap at my friends a lot, by accident and I always feel bad about it after. But as far as smiling at people even if they don’t smile back and complimenting people and idk I’ve just been in a good mood kind of :)
and all you’re ever gonna be is mean (:
I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe.
when my mom reminds me that I need to lose weight
“We need to go over our dance at least one more time. If it looks good then you can have cake”
I love how as soon as we finish dancing, Natasha and Maya run to the table x) <3
don’t leave me like this
Here I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles.
I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home.
i'm having one of those lonely moments, right now,...
foreverintertwined:
You know how you’re normally all like when you’re single: But when you start to feel really lonely, sometimes you’re like: Yeah I’m having one of those.
“It was taking me forever to do my homework last night!” -Me “Maybe it’s because you were on tumblr and facebook the whole time you were doing it…” -Jayvee
I think my fouettes are getting better :)
So our second auditions are tomorrow and I really really don’t think I’m going to make it. :| Stupid Rick wanted our choreography like twice the speed we were doing it and it’s so hard for me :/ I dislike him though, he was such a douche to me during the choir thing. Oh well, at least I’m preparing myself for not making it.
Hope for the best but prepare for the worst.
Today,
ifwespeakquietly-:
was awful. I absolutely hated today.
I woke up really tired and not in a good mood. Then the 35 minute drive to school was pretty bad as well. But I had some extra time before school started, so I went to McDonald’s and got some breakfast. Then I got to school and was completely confused in math. I hate not understanding math because it’s my best subject, and I really...
julietcapulet:
i never knew it was possible to miss a person so much…
moshnaked:
i just wanna cuddle you and hold hands and give you cute little kisses and play fight with you and watch movies endlessly and talk about meaningless things
if you block someone on facebook
sydneeann:
do they know? XD
you better not block me, I will cry <33333333
op, just me
yay 4 messy hair, which is a result of falling asleep on the floor
I just want to feel okay again.
I seriously just wish I was someone else.
like you should have held me
oh my fucking goodness, it’s one of those days.
i’m so fucking exhausted
January 2011
so. fucking. uncomfortable.
I don’t feel good :/